今天，我的天空，灰灰的.
Listening to Hebe tian's new album via iTunes , and just feel like to write down some feeling at here,This kind of urge is rare, but I do appreciate and enjoy lil desire of doing something without plan. Enjoy being languid, being messy, unorganized. Weird? Not at all when u just forced to be organize, neat, well plan every moment. Strained.
Had a true busy Saturday as usual. Work half day and attending P6 class from 2-9pm. At the last two hours, I was shocked as I hardly catch my breath. Stress has gone overly to the point that I can't cope with it. Urge to break down, wanted to cry but no tear, wanted to collapse but without the courage , wanted to scream halfway thru the class but it just get stuck on my throat (Luckily) . What happening to me?
I think it's just a bad day with bunch of bad plus negative qi hugging me.
Have a goodnite , all my darlings...
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