♥ Why i always busy? Good Question.

Hohoho!!! Look who is here!!! 

erm... there is been really a long while since last time i show up in this lovely land of mine!

I am busy, as usual, and i think u guys wont blame me for moving my focus on my study and works and works right?

Hahass... the double 'works' indicate the bull's workload of mine, and the single study shows effort contribute specific to it is really really insignificant, 

as I am really confused by HOW TO MANAGE MY TIME into so many works and study and activities!!!!

Trust me, my mental health status is almost reaching the alert level,

People around me always ask tell me : Are you still can handle it? Are you going to lost your mind?

And mostly, 

my answer to them will be : Oh ya, I think i am on the fringe to reach CRAZY

(normally this point will have a crazy laugh along) 

Will you visit me often once i really really crazy/insane/sot/lost my mind? 

Well, handling stress is a really tough lesson, 

people in this city, this society, this world, this global range,

EVERYONE IS STRESSED. 

nothing make you special from anyone else and craves for any special care/attention from others just because you are fragile and cant handle your own problems.

Cruel enough, but yes, thats the truth, swallow it and dont make a single sound/complain.

OMG, I brought the negativism to here once again, damn it.

I have no intention to make you guys aka my dearest readers to feel the awful feeling i carrying right now!
I am here to cheer you guys! (Lots of loves and kisses fly to you all ) XOXO

Yes, three long paragraph to release my tension is really luxurious enough. thanks for the room. 

Now!

*scratch head*

erm..... i am still wondering what to blog for this post specifically!

Alright! if you dont mind, I am sharing some photos took recently when i working for events and fairs.

(cus, i really have no idea which to blog, cus, the blog list is damn long. Procastination 's fault,hahassss

Well, once again, an announcement to make!

That i always say before,

Modelling , for me is just a tool to make money to pay my Acca school fees and exam fees.

I have no plan to make this modelling as a career for sure,

so, please dont asume i have some kind of star dream or whatsoever,

But anyway modelling is still fun especially working with my gorgeous friends who are so lovely,fun, bubbly and lots of personality and charms...hahas

Straight to the point!
Shell Event at Angsana

oh ya! I have my brace on already for 2 months!
now, the upper row of teeth also braced. So, can tell that these picture took about 1 month ago,lolssss

Miss those smiles!

I am now having difficulties on pulling a smiley face, as the brace has acted as a blockage whenever i wanna talk or laugh or any movement/ actions of mouth -.- zzz

well, i am still happy with the brace!

cus, this is a dream i wanna achieve a long time ago! 

Since the poverty financial family issue, I cant get any advantage like those teenage girls who can have their parents support on doing it when 14-17 years old.

now i work for many jobs, sponsoring myself  , 

feel different you know? I make this come true all by myself, I feel so great about this :)

 actually about this job  , hem, no much tough mission assign to us, 

show girl 's job contents are mainly putting a super friendly and approachable face,attitude,

and give some guidelines about this events and so on

 Very fortunate to have my sister-elsie working with me,

as i barely know peoples there, family always the closest tie!

 Hahass. 

Please look carefully on the above picture!

Three of us is the typical Brace girl! 

With the absent of some teeth , makes three of us common, lols

The girl in the right hand side is actually my senior from Convent High school! 

She becomes so pretty that i barely recognize her from the first sight! haha, 

She reminds me Those days in Convent, Ahhhh~~~ such a sweet and precious memory! *Tasting it now*

ALRIGHT! The rest of pictures can found in my Facebook Page!

Next!

EPSON showgirl @ Persada Johor, Pc fair event.

Well. I should admit my own guilt, for abandon the two days in the weekend for study/revision for exam,

and work for this fair,

Anyhow, i was really struggle in making decision on whether or not to work,

well, first, i need money for next semester's course fees,

but Exam is around the corner, and times is so constraint until i have no hope to finish my revision accordingly,

But the money is the most crucial problem to solve,

as so, i decided to work.

Oh no. negativism strike through me once again! -.-

shhooooooo u..........................

Back to the topic!

Two days work for pc fair with both my lovely friends is really a blissful thing!

Although the exhaustion of physical condition might makes me cut off a bit of smile...lols

 me with the super not natural smile -..-zzzz

This one is better, phheww..... 

He is a very kind-hearted and cute guy, Lols, and  most impt thing is he is really very funny,

so, i really like him! haha

Erm.... I am out of things to illustrate already. haha

so, i guess i gonna make an end here!

So sorry if i make you guys keep waiting for my updates! My faults!

well, I cant make any promise that  when and how frequent i will come up here, but my heart will always with u guys!

I hope u guys doing well in everything, no matter study or work or having some specific goal to achieve,

Heart contributed will always pay off one day! 

Gambateh to everyone including myself! Lights up our lifes! Spent your day like there is no tomorrow <3

Loves and kisses

Tata