♥ Smile is a weapon.

At starbucks. With the earphone on. 

The music seems like having a great partay,
screaming and dancing inside my ear,Vibration of eardrum, seems not hurting at all.

I remember the time where i always hate to put on this "not-so-comfortable little stuff " inside my ear,

and also , 
not a fans of switching the music to the loudest volume, 
Because It is just so mentally torturing .

and now,

what i am doing is probably the most unpleasant thing i used to say,

I am shocked. I actually enjoy this little trick to isolate myself from the surrounding,

Some Kick ass pop music, Desire to do a lil shake and dance, Clear out stress. 

It seems as a pretty useful way to make myself -be myself

just set me free from daily constraint, free from unstoppable free flow of stress.

I do want a moment, just for myself, to release whatever emotion i carrying, I want a pure start, a pure clear soul.

Each day, 

the moment i open my eyes, A lot of errant to be run , listed neatly inside my brain,

gushing up, slapping myself, and telling myself, 

Hey, you should start your day by doing this, and this ,and this, and then this,
later on this, carry on this, lastly this.

I am so tired .

what i doing now, is very crucial in determining what i will become in the future,

can u tell how important it is?

Someday where i am alone in the cafe, and there's similar circumstances as now.

So much thoughts , ideas, and emotions to share out...

and i wrote them down.....

When u escape from the box that u feel comfortable with, and the risk u undertake,it bring u magical new scope of life...

Bigger picture of what is Life all about, Nobody want to live under a will for lifetime, u dare to take risk to go out of the box.....That's where you find a true fit place for yourself.

Conclusion is, Never satisfy on what ur status or position, Break through the wall that u created urself.

Time will never stop a second for you, grab the chance, and do for the best for ur future, makes no regret, and when u glance back in some time in the future, u will appreciate the effort u contribute last time .

Win it, change it, do it to the best.